Fudgenuckers.

The other day somebody this word and I laughed. I used to say it a lot when I was a kid and had completely forgotten it. Today I watched college football with a bunch of dudes. I hadn't had any genuine dude time in awhile, and it was just what the doctor ordered. I love all of my guy friends and I wish I hung out with them more. We are all somewhat dis-jounted from each other right now, so its kinda hard to make time. There is no real substitute for chillin with the homeboys, drinking a few brews, and making jokes. Today I realized that I have an addiction to mindless activities. Sometimes I really feel the need to do things that requires hand-eye coordination. Throwing darts and playing FIFA soccer, are the 2 I usually resort to. Where some people have coffee addictions and what not, I have to do something with my hands that requires some concentration. These things force you to concentrate, but at the same time you realize they are meaningless, so when you mess up, it's no big deal. Another thing I figured out today was that I don't like listening to an iPod on campus. I feel like I can't grasp my surroundings fully, and this is very disorienting. It basically simulates deafness, and the idea of that frightens me. I'm gonna get in my bed right now and read some Harry Potter...I'm over it.